Looks Of A Bear, Courage Of A Mouse.

Just came back from Simpang with Meng and JunXian. Discover a few dirty secrets from them. Some people maybe decent looking from the outside but fucked up in the inside. I have known a few people who are like that but I don't really give a damn about it because life is too short to make any grudges.

Someone pop me a question, asking me why I don't have a girlfriend. I do not know how to reply him. He said I am quite good looking, easy going and friendly. I still don't know how to reply him. Then he asked me do I like anyone. I told him yes and he asked me who but I did not told him. I just told him the girl I like already have a boyfriend. Like what everyone told me, he told me to pick up courage and confess my love to her, regardless of her boyfriend.

I want to do it... but I can't... I don't want to ruin their relationship(even though sometimes I really wish they will break up). I just can't do it...

Am I forever stuck in this abyss? Will I have the courage to tell her? Now that we are not seeing each other very often makes it even harder...

I am stuck for words right now... Have lots of things I want to rant about but it's stuck... stuck in my head...

Sigh...