失眠.

I find it difficult to fall asleep in the night. Whenever i force myself to close my eyes, i saw your reflection, drifting away from me slowly... As i don't want to lose you, i opened my eyes and stare into the ceiling, 'day-dreaming' about you instead. I have tried to get you out of my mind, but i failed. I need to occupy myself in order to put you out of mind for awhile. It's tough... I am tired... Why can't i have a chance to be together with you? Is it fate? Is it destiny? Someone please give me an answer, or maybe the courage to confess.










People asked why i don't want chase and woo girls as freely as they do.
Once i set my heart to love somone, it is really very tough to get her out from both my heart and mind.
God, please help me.
Courage, where did it all go?