Graduation.

It's been a very long time since I have post in my blog. Time flies REALLY fast. In the blink of an eye, I will be graduating from NAFA soon. To most, graduation is sort of an happy thing... but to me, there are 2 sides to it.

Firstly, graduating from NAFA means I have put in all my best in the past 3 years. Sleepless nights, countless hours spent in front of the computer, arguements with team mates, creating beautiful pieces of work, laughters in the lab after hours, dota 24/7 with the crew in the night, lunch at mega foodcourt and da jie at almost everyday... the list can go on and on but it is all worth it... I have enjoyed my stay in NAFA. After graduating, all will have to go separate ways... which is sad because I had sort of grew attached to my circle of friends. Leaving them out of a sudden seems weird but we have to move on with our life. Army will be the next obstacle I have to cross but with the current illness that I have, my medical report is still pending. Wonder which PES will I be in.

After all this years spent in NAFA, I still can't find myself to forget about you. Deep inside my heart, I love you greatly... but I don't have the guts to say it out to you... Everytime I see you, you bring happiness to me... No matter how depress or stress or angry I am, you still bring a smile to my face whenever I see you... I have never love someone so dearly before in my life... I have a few girlfriends before which I believe not many people knew about it because I go steady just for the sake of going steady... But now it's completely different... I love you so much that it hurts me to think that you are already attached... But ultimately, the decision is yours to make... I can't force you to be my girlfriend... I do not have the right to so... If you are happy means that I am happy... But I will never give up to be with you... I will let fate handle this situation because I believe in fate... Sometimes in life, you win... sometimes, you lose... like what Forrest Gump says... "LIFE IS LIKE A BOX OF CHOCOLATES... YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU ARE GOING TO GET".

Life is full of ups and downs... I can't expect my life to be full of ups but no downs... There are alot of secrets kept in me which I can't find myself to say it out... Alot of my friends told me that life is short... Live life happily even though there are setbacks to you... Even though I am sad and depress, I will try to force myself to smile... But I failed...








Before I end this post, I just want to say this again... I really love you... And I really wish that you will give me a chance to shower you with my love...

Afterlife? Hell yeah!!