2008.

Hope that it will be a better year for me.

Thoughts.

Been doing alot of thinking recently.
Should I get inked?
Lost of words.
Lost of topics.
Tired of life.
What if I am not borned into this world?
I feel lost.
I feel lonely.
I feel like I am being sucked into a supermassive blackhole.
Trying to hide my emotions but its hard.
Help me God..
Lead me through my obstacles in life..
Let me see the light in life..
Afterlife..

Lonely Christmas.

Once again.
Christmas is going to be over.
Looking at couples on the streets.
Makes me feel lonely all of a sudden.
Had a great time at my grandma's house.
Received lots of gifts.
Loves Agnes b. stuffs.
Countdown-ed.
New year is coming.
Celebrating Horng Ann's bday.
But my cousin's bday is on that day too.
Dunno how it's gonna go.
1 year by 1 year goes by.
Waiting for the day.
Not the day when I ROD.
But the day when I find my other half.

Is Dream Real?

I dreamt that I was chased.
I turned around to find myself surrounded.
I managed to fight off a few.
I was too late to notice a guy swinging his parang at me.
I was stabbed near the heart.

The pain was unbearable.
It felt sorta weird.
Everything was spinning.
I dreamt of my love ones.
It was really weird.

Then just as I was about to die, I woke up suddenly.
I sat on my bed, dripping with sweat.
It was all just a dream.











But why does it feel so real?

Christmas.

Preparing presents.
Making cookies.
Decorating.
Party.

Receiving presents.
Feeling happy.
Party.
Mistletoe.








All I want for christmas is to be with you.
I don't ask for more Santa.
Being together with the one I love is more then everything in the world.

Facebook.

Addictive yet confusing.

Tongue-tied.

Talking and chatting had never been a problem for me.
But when it comes to saying I love you to the one I love, I get tongue-tied.

Bye bro.

Take care my brother while you are in Tekong.
No more Simpang.
No more Ice Milo.
No more Mutton Chop.
No more slacking.
See you in 2 weeks time.

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I have seriously nothing to blog about.
Wait till there's something big then I'll blog about it.
Yea.
That's it for now.
Ciao~