Is there Afterlife?

Sunday, May 27, 2007

Booboo.

Ok, This is supposed to be my 50th post. Made a booboo yesterday.

Anyway, Hiphiphurray for the 50th post.

Saturday, May 26, 2007

50th Post.

For my 50th post, I will post 50 greatest things in my life.

1)I am borned into this world.

2)I got great parents.

3)I got a sister, who sometimes can be nice/annoying.

4)I have the bestest grandmother in the world(Maybe in my world =D)

5)I have great relatives, both young and old.

6)I received my certificate in Nursery.

7)I went to Australia with my family when I was like erm..8 years old.

8)I was given a dog(Angel) by my father.

9)I have alot of toys when I was young.

10)I have an elder cousin who loves design just like me.

11)I went to 2 live wrestling events and it will turn to 3 this coming July.

12)I had my 1st hug with a girl when I was 14.

13)I received a softtoy dog from my Aunt when I was primary 5 and its been with me till now.

14)I received 25/25 in a subject which I detest(Geography).

15)I won $300 together with a friend in Secondary school for doing a project that was selected.

16)I received my 1st salary when I was 16.

17)I had my 1st kiss when I was 15. (It's a secret =P)

18)I went to my 1st National Day Parade with my primary school friends.

19)I graduated from Secondary School.

20)I was accepted in NAFA.

21)I met a 'brother' in NAFA who went through thick and thin with me in NAFA.

22)I am happy with what I am doing now.

23)Getting my license(Which I believe will be quite soon =D)

24)Getting my Agnes B. Homme shirt in Hongkong.

25)Owning a MacBookPro.

26)My sister moving her PC into my room.

27)Watching a movie with a girl who I like in Secondary School.

28)Meeting friends while gaming, locals and foriegners.

29)Getting my 1st bicycle from my father.(Muddy Fox Rocks)

30)Start a blog to pen down my thoughts.

31)Freedom to go places above 18 but not 21 yet =(.

32)Getting my PSP with my winnings.

33)Given my own IC when I was 15.

34)Getting SCV in my room.

35)Starting an Archie comics collection(Its over 300 books now)

36)Getting a Diploma in Multimedia soon.

37)Getting a B3 in Chinese for my O levels. (Something which, I myself, can't believe I did it)

38)I am 1.8m tall =D but 85kg =( (My weight, Its going down slowly though =D)

39)Besides the Agnes B. Homme shirt, I have received or bought TONS of things which I LOVE alot =D.

40)Getting to know a girl who I truely, and I say truely LIKE/LOVE in NAFA.

41)Chatting with her almost every night in MSN while in year 1.

42)SMSing each other every now and then while in year 2.

43)Hearing you say thanks to me whenever I helped you out in something makes me feel warm all over =).

44)Getting to know you better and better was sweet.

45)You volunteered to help me out when I have trouble in my works.

46)Sitting beside you in almost every lectures during year 2.

47)Seeing you home a few times while working late at night in school.

48)You are usually the 1st person to SMS me when I am sick and did not attend school and ask me how am I.

49)Encouraging me when I am feeling down.

50)HOPEFULLY 1 day, I will be together with You... (The chances are 50/50 and It all depends on FATE =/)

There are alot of wonderful things that happened in my life but lets keep it to 50 first =)








As you readers can see, the last 10 greatest things that happen in my life is all about her. This proves how much I really love her. Even though the time I spent with her may be minimal or given the fact that she is happy with her boyfriend... I will always love her... She will forever be in my heart, mind and memories and it seems that no other girls can replace you... Because you are the one that I TRUELY and DEEPLY love in my life...

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Give Me A Hell Yeah.

Got my hands to the tickets(Front Row Seats).
Its gonna rock.
Damn.

Monday, May 21, 2007

To The Girl I Love.

私がいかに望むか私はあなたにそれらの3ワード、私愛するできる。
Come desidero posso dire questo 3 parole a voi, ti amo.

Wie ich wünsche, kann ich dieses 3 Wörter sagen zu dir, ich liebe dich

我怎么祝愿我可以说这3个词对你,我爱你。
Comment je souhaite je peux dire ce 3 mots à toi, je t'aime.

Hoe ik dit wens kan ik dit 3 woorden aan u zeggen, houd ik van u.

나가 바라는 방법 나는 당신에게 이, 사랑해요 3개의 단어를 말해서 좋다。
Como eu desejo eu posso dizer este 3 palavras a você, eu te amo.

How I wish i can say this 3 words to you, I Love you.

Insomniac.

insomniac

adjective
1. experiencing or accompanied by sleeplessness; "insomniac old people"; "insomniac nights"; "lay sleepless all night"; "twenty watchful, weary, tedious nights"- Shakespeare

noun
1. someone who cannot sleep in the night.

患失眠症的(人)
insomniaque
insonne, sofferente d'insonnia*
不眠症の
insomne
불면증 환자; 불면(증)의







I am one of them.

Wwe Smackdown/Ecw Summerslam Tour.

I will be getting ringside seats =D.
I will be getting ringside seats =D.
I will be getting ringside seats =D.
I will be getting ringside seats =D.
I will be getting ringside seats =D.
I will be getting ringside seats =D.
I will be getting ringside seats =D.
I will be getting ringside seats =D.
I will be getting ringside seats =D.
I will be getting ringside seats =D.
I will be getting ringside seats =D.
I will be getting ringside seats =D.
I will be getting ringside seats =D.
I will be getting ringside seats =D.
I will be getting ringside seats =D.
I will be getting ringside seats =D.
I will be getting ringside seats =D.
I will be getting ringside seats =D.
I will be getting ringside seats =D.

Thursday, May 17, 2007

Minutes To Midnight.

The new album of Linkin Park may not be as nice as the collaboration with Jay Z.

However, the title of the album makes me think. Minutes to midnight... which means its a whole new day. But we will ponder sometimes, whether we will pass midnight, will we be able to see the new day? What will happen on the next day? What if time stops exactly at midnight? What if the world is destroyed just before midnight? Sometimes. strange thoughts come to me just before the dawn of the new day. What is in store for me on that day? Will I be able to complete something new? Will I be able to see her face which used to brighten up my days? Ever have the fear of going out and meeting with an accident? Ever have the hunch of someone talking behind your back? Ever have friends who befriends you and used you at first and at the end give you a stab in the back?

Finally read finished the book Angels and Demons. Science=Satan. Scientists=Satanist. The Pope's Camerlego murdered because a demon which he claims is God is controlling him. Interesting. Science, I do believe is a positive/negative impact in life. It cures and make our lifes more convenient to live in. It kills and make our lifes miserable. Figure out what I am trying to say. Atlas, i recommend this book and rates it a 10/10. If given the chance to read this book, please read it.







I will not say out the name of the girl that I love here. Not many knew who I love. I only told the people that I trust. Its been weeks since I last saw you. I missed your laughter, your beautiful smile, your presence... I missed it so terribly... I love you...

Monday, May 14, 2007

Because I got high.

If you can't drink, please don't force youself to drink.

Been to Dion's birthday party. Everything was going fine until his darned army friends force him to drink endless cups of alcohol. In the end, he ended up crying and talking non-stop on the bed.

Been to Stephanie's birthday party at Dbl O. Once again, Alfon could'nt controlled himself in drinking non-stop. He ended up punching some unknown fucker in the head for around 5-6 times. Luckily, Dewei and I restrained both of them and prevented a fight. The end consequences, the guy asked me to pay for Alfon's drink as he had been drinking with them and he took a few cigarettes from our table. Not only that, a few more of my friends were drunk so badly that they started puking all over the floor just outside Dbl O. Sorry for the cleaner who had to clear up that following day.

After I went home that night, I could'nt sleep... Many thoughts ran through my head. I was thinking of almost everything. I am always the one who is not drunk and wasted. I am always the one taking care of those who are wasted. What if the situation is reversed, will they do the same to me? I can't picture myself doing all those actions that my friends did when they were drunk and wasted. What will I do when i am drunk? Call out the name of the girl I truly love repeatedly? Curse and swear at those who dare to fuck around with me? Or will I just sit there and be emo? This are questions I can't answer... because in order to be able to answer to all that questions, you have to make me drunk =).







I still can't bring out the courage in me to say I love you. I still can't bring out the courage to tell my friends that I really like her. I still can't accept the fact that you have a boyfriend. I still can't accept the fact that we are not together. God, please give me the courage to tell her that I really do love her. Bring out the Angels in me and rid me of the Demons. Amen.

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Alternatives from a Movie.

I read something funny on Archie comics today. Let me tell you more about it.

*Archie and Jughead wanted to go to the movies, but they do not have any money with them.

So Jughead, being a genius, told Archie that they are able to get the same entertainment in a supermarket. IN A SUPERMARKET??? Jughead assured that they will be able to get Comedy, Tragedy and Action all together in a supermarket.

Once they were in the supermarket, Archie told Jughead that movies has stars in it. He definitely don't see any stars in a supermarket. Jughead's reply was: Every case of food is a STAR. ESPECIALLY A MICROWAVABLE PIZZA-A SUPER STAR.

Archie then told Jughead a movie has tragedy. He can't find any tragedy in here. Jughead's reply was: These poop lobsters are about to give up their lives for us humans!! IS'NT THAT TRAGIC ENOUGH??

Archie then said, what about comedy? Where's the comedy? Jughead's reply was: Come to the check out counter... Look at Moose making up his mind on which line to get on. He finally decides on Line 6! But he sees Line 5 moving much faster then his line... so he decided to switch to Line 5!! But someone moves in front of him before he can take his place... Thus when he goes back to Line 6 in order to find that THE AISLE IS CLOSED!!! Now isn't that as FUNNY as ANY MOVIE COMEDY?

Archie then asked, Movies theatres have snack counters, does as supermarket have one just like the one in the theatres? Jughead's reply was: Ah!! Come to the FREE SAMPLE snack counter, 1st of all, its FREE!!! 2nd of all, if you want to come back for seconds, just disguise yourself and go back for more FREEBIES.

Archie then asked again, how bout the action? I don't see any action here. Jughead's reply was: OMIGOSH!!! ISN'T THAT ETHEL?? RUN FOR YOUR LIFE!!!



After they left the supermarket, Jughead told Archie: See what I told you... you don't have to spend a single cent in a supermarket to get all the things you want in a movie!!!







So if next time you folks out there who do not have enough money for a movie, you should know what to do!!!

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Hypocrites.

Ever been stabbed in the back by someone who tries to be nice to you in the beginning to try to gain something from you then turns his back away from you when he don't need you anymore?

This fuckers are classified as HYPOCRITES. They are the fucking scumbags on this earth. I swear I will fucking kick their fucking butts if they were too double cross me again.

Enough of this, getting at least a few hours of exercise each day. Want to keep healthy but I am scarred. Losing weight. Life's getting bored without you. Keep getting on hold for work. *Sorry... we need people who have already serve their NS*.
Fuck... why do we have to serve NS?

On a lighter note, be having high tea later on and having a party at my friend's pad.







When will I ever have the courage to say those 3 words to you?? This is a question which, I myself, can't answer...