Is there Afterlife?

Friday, April 28, 2006

Free Lance.

I am currently working as a freelancer for my uncle. Retouching logos and retracing it seems abit boring but at least I get to work at home. I am looking forward to a Sentosa outing. Someone please organise one. Or maybe a Ubin trip will be nice.





See the world as a joyous place to live in. Even though there are setbacks to life, we should not be taken back by it and live happily instead. Remember, you will only live once. Cherish your life. =)

More pics.

Where's Our CrowBar?
A Big Glass Of Hoegaarden.
Group Pic.
Me And Qijie.
Do We Look Like Brothers?
Me And Alfonsus(My Group Member)
Without Him, We May Not Even Pass. Mandy And Carol.
2 Beautiful Gals.
Cheers!!
Carol And Me.

Thursday, April 27, 2006

Pictures.

Junren And Bryan.
Qijie Happy That Its Over.
Mingyi And Qijie.
Before Assessment..Bryan's Stressed Look.
After Assessment..Bryan's Happy look.
After Assessment..Me Giving A Thumbs Up.

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

After Assessment Thoughts And Feelings.

Finally, It's the end of everything. The assessment is finally over. For the past week, everyday was spent in school doing and rushing our projects. There was not enough time to eat nor sleep, as everyone was too busy to think about food or sleep, vice versa. Managed to catch the year 3 seniors graduation show on last friday. I was impressed and inspired. I love the works done by Bryan Tan, Kit, Alex, Mark and etc. The work done by Bryan was so controvesial that it caught my eye to go back to his booth to watch his video for a second and third time. After seeing their works, I do not know whether i want to major in AVP or animation. I like to do both of the subjects. Maybe i should make a decision soon.

On the other hand, today's assessment was great in the beginning but disappointing in the end. For the individual works, I was quite shock to hear good comments about my photography and animation, except a few stupid comments made by Terence Tan Chee Wah. He spoils the mood of everyone. Other then that, I want to thank Simon James for speaking up for me about the one photo which was dark. Upon leaving the room, I still heard their laughters and positive comments about my work which made me felt that I had done it!!

However, when it came to group work, all was a mess. To start things off, Alan and Chris, two of our main lecturers of our department, came in to view our works. One by one, all the groups were shot by questions, remarks, insults and better improvements the next time round. I already knew that my group work was going to be shot by the lecturers as well because we did not did a good job. Even Carol's group, who done so well, was shot by some of the lecturers. Felt sad for their group. Well, when we went up to present, all hell broke loose. My hardwork, my intro which I felt I had put alot of effort in, was not played to the lecturers because of a stupid technical mistake by you know who for those of my friends who happen to read my blog. And all the things which we told that guy not to put into our interactive cd but which he never listen to us but insisted on putting in was shot back the same by our lecturer. I was furious because he did not listened to us in the past but he listened to the lecturer today for every single word the lecturer said to him which was the same as what we told him last time. I MEAN COME ON... IS'NT IT TOO LATE NOW?? We got to touch up on our project and hand in next wednesday. ARE YOU HAPPY? And furthermore, we will not be showing our work to that guy from Bugis street. DAMN.


However, after some comments made by Bryan, I managed to cool down and we went for steamboat for dinner. I was in a totally different mood when we ate. I am tired right now so i think i will cut my entry short by saying we ate till we are full and we went to play pool for awhile then head for home. I hope for another outing like this because it brings us closer together. Thats all for today. =)
(P.S Pictures will be uploaded another day. Take care all =))

Saturday, April 15, 2006

1 more week left.

Time flies very fast. Assessment is just around the corner. Still got tons of projects to go. Can i finish all in time? Maybe yes, maybe no. But I will try to make it a yes. For the next few days, I will not be blogging much because I will be very busy. And finally, I will like to wish everyone from Multimedia at NAFA good luck for your assessment. After next week, life will be weird because we wont be seeing anymore year 3 seniors in NAFA as they will be graduated.





By encouraging my own friends not to give up and carry on, have I ever thought about myself? Come to think of it, I have never encourage myself much. But I believe I can do it. I must do it. God, please guide me through this life. And I really need an opposite gender by my side to help and encourage me not to give up too. )=)

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Short entry.

I am tired. I need sleep. I am sick. But whenever i see her, she brightens my day up. =)






As the time moves on; the deadline drews closer. I need help.

Monday, April 10, 2006

Sundays.

Usually on a sunday, i will be spending my time at my grandma's place relaxing myself with my cousins with a good round of pro evolution soccer or winning eleven. However, this very sunday, april 9, i was spending it in school doing my project. Wtf... who has ever heard of student going back to school on a sunday to do their project? No one i guess... But a few 'hard-working' students like Qijie, Jeffery,Junren,Bryan,Dewei,Harpi,a few year 3 seniors and me came back to school to rush our projects. The lab, which has 3dsmax programme, air-con was not on and i found it rather tough to concentrate in there. So i ended up doing group work instead of my animation. From around 3-9pm in the night, my sunday was spent in the lab. My whole sunday was ruined. And to top things off, Man Utd won Arsenal 2-0. WTF!! Arsene wenger...wtf were you thinking...putting Henry on the subsitute bench until the last few minutes...see man... YOUR TEAM LOST 2-0 TO YOUR MOST HATED RIVAL!!DAMN...



I am confused... is God playing tricks on me? I find it hard to do most things that you want to do but you cannot bring yourself to doing it. In an awful dillema... please help me God... i really need help...

Sunday, April 09, 2006

Fatigue.

I am tired... very tired... please give me strength...






Darkness setting in. Night's getting cold. Wind's howling. Everyone is sound asleep. Except those souls from NAFA struggling with their projects... good luck;Including myself. We will pass through this obstacle.

Saturday, April 08, 2006

Running out of time.

Time is running out. 3 more weeks to assessment. OMG. Time flies by extremely fast.

Projects to do: Bugis street- Group work.
3d animation- Individual.
Animatics- Individual.
Digital photo media- Individual.
Audio video production- Group work+individual
2500 words essay- Individual.

Progress- Bugis street- around 30-40%
3d animation- around 3-5% excluding the video
Digital photo media- around 80% left choosing photos
Audio video production- around 20% excluding individual
2500 words essay- No progress at all at the moment


Even though i am extremely tired today, i am happy. Very happy.=)



*Yawns* It's time for a quick pitstop before anything goes. Even a human body needs recharging. Slowing turning into an android. Mechanism runs like clockwork. *rrrrrrrrrrrrr....*.

Thursday, April 06, 2006

Pre-assessment.

Had pre-assessment today for our group work. Still got loads to do. The lecturer seems abit happy yet abit upset over our work. Disappointed with one of my group member. You should know who you are. It's the 5th week man and you still do not know what our concept is? *Sigh*. Maybe i should just do my part and focus on my individual work. Still got loads to do. Afraid that i cant finish my animation. Well... no work is going to be done tonight because i have to eat medicine and have a good night rest in order to get well soon.


*Scratches head* where am i? It seems that i am lost. God, please help me find a way out of this maze. Thanks.
(P.S I am not a christian but i do believe in God.)

Frustrated.

AAAARRRRGGGHHH. I am damn 'pek chek'. I am so sick yet i am drowning in my workload. God please help me recover fast. I need the energy and strength to carry on with my work. Life's tough. *Sigh*



*Burning the midnight oil* slowing fading off... feeling high... with the constant thoughts in my mind... medicine flowing fast in my body... i need sleep... afterlife...

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Angel.


Hi. My name is Angel.

Here i am biting my bone.

Stoning look =)

Ain't i adorable?

This is my dog Angel. It's a female dog otherwise known as a bitch, heh. She is adopted into our family when she was just a 3 month old pup. She is a greedy dog. She eats almost anything, including veggies. Do dog eat veggies? Haha. This one does. She loves to chew on her bone whenever she can. She can finish off a pig's ear in 15 mins.Other dogs can take 3 or more days to chew finish a pig's ear but my dog devoured it in 15 mins.INCREDIBLE is'nt it? I will love to post more interesting things about her but i am busy at the moment. More about Angel will be said in the future.

"Biscuit,biscuit"

"WOOF,WOOF" *runs around me like a crazy dog*

3.5" HDD enclosure Metal Gear Box 250Gb.

I had just purchase a 250 gb harddisk today. Actually not really 250 gb because after formatting, the space left is about 220 gb. Knn, eat my money, lol. The design of the harddisk is a little bit 'bengish' according to Qijie but to me, as long as can use is good already. Although i had purchased the harddisk, i still have mixed feelings on whether i had made the right choice on buying it. Other then that, i am still sick and i have no mood to do my work at all. 3 more weeks Nick... i keep reminding myself. This 3 weeks will be spend doing my project, burning the midnight oil away...

And remember to set your video camera mode to SP instead of LP or else you can squeeze your LP until you turn purple. That's the lesson i learnt today.

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

VectorBased.

Coloured Black/white
My first VectorBased work.

Sick.

I have never like the feeling of being sick. It's been a long time since i had the flu. I cant stand a stuffy nose. It's difficult to breathe. Even though i am sick, i still need to tend to my projects because it's 3 more weeks to the deadline. Woo...time sure flies. Wonder if i can finish all my work on time. I believe i can =). But for this few days, it is very tough for me to concentrate on my work as i am getting tired easily because of the germs in me. I hope i can recover by the end of this week. I am going to finish up some of my group work and hit the sack asap.

And i am going to get my 250gb harddisk hopefully by tomorrow. I need it so badly.

Monday, April 03, 2006

JustBorned.

Just like a baby, i am new to this blog thing. Give me time to get used to it.

Random thoughts.

Life sure is weird. One moment you are happy, the next moment you are angry/sad. School work had taken the remaining parts of my late teenager's life. Sure i do had fun but just not enough to make it into a memorablia. And how much i dread going to serve the army after i graduate. 1 1/2 years of my life will be spent doing exercise,exercise and more exercise. But i will definitely be fitter when i get out of the ''hell hole'';and more disciplined. Another one of my good friend from sec. school is going to the army in a week's time. Best of luck bro. Be seeing you in there in a year's time. Will i study after i am out of the army? Or will i find a job and work for the rest of my life? This are the questions that are boggling in my mind. Maybe i should just struggle on with the upcoming projects and see where god leads me too after all this that i am facing now.