Falling into an abyss.

I feel myself falling into a never ending hole.
The more I struggle, the deeper I fall in.
Whatever I did is wrong, I am changing for the better but changing needs time right?
Sleeping is the only cure I know. Maybe gaming too. Because they help you take your mind off alot of things.
I wish I can fly, so I can flyaway from this cruel world. Fly into the sky, fly into heaven, fly into eternity...

I am really missing you. It's been so many days since I have last met you. Hope that you will be strong and be able to cope up with your work. If you are happy means I am happy... remember that =).







I just can't force myself to say this 3 words to you... I love you...

Ns.

Because of NS, I am deprived of a chance to work in a company that I like.
This is it!! NS IS A BIG HINDRANCE!!

Replaying MU with my ex members sure bring back memories... short of dough... no $$ means nothing in life... face it... its true!!









I am confused... really confused... help me God... I need your help badly...

Month of birthdays.

My cousin's 28th birthday is coming in like 4 days time and I have yet to shop a present for him.

2 of my brothers birthday is coming on the consecutive 27th and 28th of april. I have yet to shop a present for them.

Last month, I already spent a bomb on my cousin/godbrother's 21st birthday.

I am officially going broke.

Kudos to Auntie Evelyn for giving me a list of companies to go for interview. But all want to hire full timers.

I need to attend the dreaded ARMY.

But I need a job soon. I am really broke. Hope some of them will hire part timers like me since I already know that I am going into one of the more relax PES in the army.

You replied to my msg today. I was overjoyed that you had found a full time job. You told me about your money problems. I want to help you out but I cant... I feel so hopeless... Even though we are not together, I feel like helping you out no matter what... Because if you are happy, I am happy =).







Life is like a box of chocolates... you will never know what you gonna get. This had became my favourite quote because its true... In life, we will never know what is going to happen, what we gonna get, etc.
Hoping that one of this days, we will be together...

Tattoo.

Tattoos are for life. Some say it's stupid to put your girlfriends or wifes' name on as a tattoo.

But if I am given a chance to be with you forever, I wouldn't mind tattooing your name on my body.

This shows how much I really love you. All this while, the secret kept in my heart is itching to be let out... but I cant. It's tough to wake up every morning and not to see you by my side like in my dreams...
I miss you so much...








God... please give me the courage to tell her that I love her... please God... please give me a chance to love her... because I really do...

Hero.

Everyone have a hero.
My hero is you.







如果有了你我就是完美的型男.

The Sweet Escape.

If I could escape, I want to go to a place where there is only me and you because you are my favourite girl and we will be together... forever and ever... wheee hooo... yee hoooo...

Waking up from my dreams is always very painful because I have to face the fact that I am not together with you. If I could just switch my dreams into reality, would'nt that be sweet?








Waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting... am I going to wait all my life just to be together with you? Perhaps, maybe, could be, 50/50? I think thats the way the cookie crumbles.

Missing.

Missing from daily life in the past few days.
Recuperating.
Massive headaches.
Missing you.








It just doesn't feel the same anymore. I am no longer the guy I used to be before.
I really miss you...