Cupid had struck an arrow of love on me.

The moment I saw her, my heart beats faster. Hearing her laughters and giggles makes me happy. Even though I just got to know her a little, I think I am falling in love with her.










Nick 3:16™ is falling in ♥........ that special feeling is coming back to me again........

Stories of Love.

Saw this great show on channel 5 today. This is the 1st time I watch a whole show on channel 5 for months. The show was about how this boy whose mom, because of work, thrown him to his grandfather to be looked after. At 1st, the boy hates his grandfather for who he is and what he does, but slowly, he began to learn that his grandfather really loves him and he began to start loving his grandfather but was too late as his grandfather passed away when he was beginning to love him.


I have never saw my grandfather before. They were dead before I was born. I have a really lovely grandmother who I respected the most in my life besides my dad and mom. She is the one who will always be there for me no matter what I did right or wrong. I truely love her. AH MA........I LOVE YOU.


The next persons I love is my mom and dad. They are the one who brought me into this world. They are the ones that teach me the values of life. They are the ones who raise me up. They are the ones who showered me with love and care. They are the ones who will always be there for you no matter what happens. I LOVE YOU MOM AND DAD.


The next person I love is my sister. Even though we quarrelled alot, we will always be there for each other no matter what happens. I know it sounds weird to say this but I LOVE YOU SIS.


There are lots of people who I love but it will take a long time for me to list it all down and I have a job interview tml at 10am. Hope I can get the job along with Junren and Mel.







But before I end this post, I have something to say........ I REALLY LOVE YOU. I AM REALLY REALLY IN LOVE WITH YOU. But the problem is I cannot show my love out to YOU. and this really hurts alot....... *Sigh*........

Heaven Earth or Hell?

Where am I living now? One moment I feel like I am in heaven, one moment on Earth and the next moment in Hell.

Life have been fucking hectic. Made a new bro and he is one person who I can really put my trust in. Got screwed up on the ISCG website. Last minute msged in sick at 3.30am and I had to do all the linking or else die. Been lacking of sleep for the past few days. Still cant get my mind off her. But it seems like I am drifting further and further away from her........ Not talking and chatting like before. Not sharing gossips and secrets like before. Not walking along side by side like before. The feeling sure sucks but this is reality. She has a boyfriend. Maybe I should have given up hope long ago. My temper is getting worst. I am losing weight. Not due to dieting but stress. Caffeine consumption is getting out of hand. Coughing and cacking away like nobody business. Saw another girl that I like but not really know her. Maybe because I am shy, or afraid that my looks will scare her. I am confused. I feel like I am drifting slowly away from this world. Into Heaven or Hell........I do not know. But I dont really give a damn about it. I just hope each day passes along like the way it is suppose to be and let my ownself control myself until the day I die........







Nick 3:16™ feels that life is meaningless........I dunno how to express out what I want to express out........and that really sucks........