State of Dementia.

Sometimes I wonder, why must we do this? Why must we do that?

It feels like we are being controlled by society, trapped in an embedded sphere of endless pain and sufferings.

We often get reprimanded for doing the things we like to do, and being forced to do the things that we do not like to do.

Life has never been fair.

Sometimes I think that I had put in lots of efforts in doing the things that I do, finding time for my friends and family, finding time to plan and organize, etc.

But what's the use of doing all this when sometimes I feel that my efforts are being wasted or should I say, being take for granted.

I seriously want to get into a relationship, but where do I find the time and money for my other half when I don't have enough for myself?

Surely you will find some time Nick, my friends frequently told me that.

Yes, I can find time for others but can I find enough time for myself? Can I find time to get a decent sleep each night?

It's not like I don't want to go out and have a meal with my parents during the weekdays or just going out with them.. It's because I am too tired.. My body is not as strong as the days when I am in NAFA anymore, I need sleep.

Stuck in this vicious cycle.

How long more before my body really wears off and I am forced to wave the white flag?

Let me out of this box and unleash myself, please.











Frankly speaking, I don't know what I am writing about.
Just feeling vexed that army had taken so much time out from my life.
Just feeling vexed that I am such a nice guy that sometimes people love to take advantage of my good nature.






I WANT TO GET OUT OF ARMY LIFE ASAP!!

Decisions.

Should I get ink? Should I get ink? Should I get ink? Should I get ink? Should I get ink? Should I get ink? Should I get ink? Should I get ink? Should I get ink? Should I get ink? Should I get ink? Should I get ink? Should I get ink? Should I get ink? Should I get ink? Should I get ink? Should I get ink? Should I get ink? Should I get ink? Should I get ink? Should I get ink? Should I get ink? Should I get ink?












Too many mix reviews and comments from different people makes me ponder whether to get ink once again.
I know I want it but deep inside, something is tickling and bothering me.
It's for life man.

Close brush with death.

For a moment just now, I thought I was a goner.








A fucking tree branch landed infront of me while I was walking to the bus stop.







Thank God I am still alive.